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Wednesday, December 23, 2009

New Year Resolutions

The previous post is about what I did during this year 2009 & here I would like to list down 2010 resolutions.

What about you?

1. Hopefully can swim well before March 2010.

2. Diving on April 2010. Hurraayyyy.... (Is one of my dream)

3. Can speak Khemer before Feb 2010. (At least can communicate with his family)

4. Flatten my tummy before Feb 2010 as well. (need to wear a nice dress leh)

5. Can be more strong & healthy. Maybe go for more exercises? Gym?

6. Yoga, dancing, kickboxing. Learn IT!!!!

7. Improve my england. French??? (hhmmm.... need not so pro la) :P

8. At least travel to 2 or more country. Start from Asia country then follow by europe country... :D

9. Sell out my car to Cartyn ( Is my very first car, I love it so much, please take care of it & sorry to sell you, SLK ) :((

10. If possible, get a cheap house for my mum?

11. If not possible to get a house, rent a house with my cousin.

12. Lelong all the things before move out.

13. AND THE MOST IMPORTANT : RESIGN FROM TA FUTURES LATEST BY JUNE 2010

14. Preparing to start up a new life at Cambo.

15. Preparing to face all the challenges & obstacles at Cambo.

16. Get a job over there.

17. Must adapt to the new environment. Speak speak speak , listen listen listen!!!

18. Draw out a new plan & goal once at Cambodia (thing might be changed, who know?)

19. SAVE MONIESSSS!!!!!!!!

20. Not forgetting to keep in touch with all my Malaysia's family & buddies.

This is what I can think for now.

Another 8 more days to go.... Goodbye to 2009 & welcome the 2010. Times really fly and it never stop for us at all. Either you achieved what you want or you missed it. Things never be perfect in our life and beyond our control.

Year 2009 is a year that changed alot in my life. Among the changes are :

~ I failed one of my paper in Dec'08 sitting, and it is the very first time i faced the disaster in my studies life. I need to register class again, spent more cash on it jus for this failure.

~ Changed job again. (seem like I'm really a job hopper) Working at TA Futures, a member of TA Group. When i've been offered to this job, I was blind & can't think rationally. From outsider's point of view : wow... TA is a big company, a listed company in Bursa Malaysia's main board, the name of TA could bring impact in your CV. Well... thing always turn out to be the opposite way & it wouldn't go along the way you want.

~ It happened first time in my life after I survived in this world for almost 23 years. I failed consecutively in my exam. It hurt me so bad & I felt the hopeless & I'm too tired to hold on to it.But thanks to everyone who encouraged & supported me.... I managed to pass it after few times of failure. "Learn from the failure, never give up easily, your hardship will be paid later."

~After joining this company, my life become even lazy & even lost. Thanks to my boss who hijacking me into this company & dump us after that. *COOL* I lost my dreams & aims. I don't know what the hell I want for my future & where should i go from here. Life is all about choices & chances.

~Burden of my life is increasing due to Mama's early retirement. She couldn't work now after diagnosed a serious sickness but thanks God, she is recovering now. She is getting older each day after spending all her times on me. Sadly, I still can't provide her a comfort life that I want to. When is the time arrive? I'm wondering and at the same time I'm trying too.

When you are standing in front of the junction, you wish to have someone to guide you, to support you, to lead you all the way. So do I & fortunately it happened to me. I met someone that created a new chapter in my life.

* I found love.

* I found warm.

* I found sharing.

* I found caring.

* I found happiness.

* I found principles.

* I found sadness.

* I found confusedness.

* I found chances.

* I found choices.

And I found you, who meant alot to me.

One year had passed and it couldn't to turn back. We just have to stand strong and keep on searching our way & dream to create more chapter in our life.

Life will only be perfect & meaningful with our dreams keeping us up. Live with your dreams & live fullness & meaningful.

Life is wonderful.