Time really flies. I am gettin older and wiser now. But at some point, stil feel nothin and emptiness in my life. And sometimes i tried to be oblivious of my former failure too....
"The easiest way for your children to learn about money is for you not to have any. " - Katherine Whitehorn.
My mum doesnt really have any money with her since she gave birth to me...until now, she stil struggling for more monies and alw complaint for not havin enuf money. Mayb this is her main purpose, main intention.... she want me to learn about the value of money.And yeah, i learned it and realised that money was always not enuf to have all the time.
I feel bad and regretted at this moment, after I pissed off and screwed everythin out myself yesterday. I hav no idea, why woman like to screw the thing out by herself?? Nevertheless, I am doubted on myself too.
The dry, hot and humid weather yesterday worsen the situation.Reheating my anger slowly and slowly..then everythin came upon seem like goin against me, doesnt go according my way, not smooth all the way, alot of problems and obstracles... jus like when i am heading to collect my car after the class, suddenly there are bird shits jus fell in front of me, luckily...it didnt hit on me. Gosh.... OMG and Thanks GOD!!!!!!!!!!
I jus want to be able to relax on comfy sofa, read a good book, listen to some calmin music and contemplate my navel, whener I choose. But life alw turn out to be the opposite way.
