Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Surprise and worrisome

Life is full of surprises ... with a little baby. He always surprised me no matter how.. Thanks Darren for bringing up my days and my boundless love I have with you is growing each single second...

What he surprised me? ... His roll-over skill is improving! Can't wait to see him roll over here and there, let'me catcha you, baby!!!

When I arrived at home after a pretty long and bored working day, I saw Darren was sleeping at side way and his leg was pushing strongly, but ... he still can't push him towards.. I know he is trying hard. Mama never push you on this, is up to the child to do and child has their own freedom as well. Thanks to Maria Montessori. 

Surprise, surprise, surprise... You won't know when your baby can surprise you just as simple as that! :)
Besides surprises that given by him, he made me worried as well and I blamed myself for not being calm when I need to fix the thing right. Still got such a long way to master my mama role. Let's grow and learn together.... 

Here came in another problem that puzzled me, for me, Darren is the first priority among my to-do-list now, nothing is more important than your child..
Should I quit my current job to become a stay-at-home mum, knowing that bonding with Darren will become stronger and stronger? or spending less time with him without knowing him well in return of pay cheque every month?

I really don't know what's the best fit me at this moment.