TCSS

Quite busy lately and my mind is blank... hav no idea what to blog now. 

I know myself better, I am not really like to write...and i am kinda lazy to think sometimes...

I am trying so hard to change and hopefully, there is a brand new of me ....one day....

Bad luck alw follo u one by one...it seem like ...non-stop once it happened to u once!!!! 

Having bad days lately... dar's car kena stolen, exam failed agin and agin, made mistakes during my job...etc.. which is minor minor stuff...

Is makin me tired and sick of life somehow when i am too moody. Know it shouldnt think it this way but human is alw pessimistic when u r too weak in ur mind... trying to search a way to be alw optimistic and until now, stil cant get a way yet.....mayb tis our learning curve & part of our life...

After those unfavourable incidents, was recovering my spirit slowly and slowly..... and stil being as cheerful as I am. Because I stil believed in ....

Everything happened for a reason

Everything happened with a solution

Time can heal everything.

And now, I am getting some of the good luck back to me... *wink*...

Finally, after tried for 3 times, I passed my exam. Thanks God!!!!! This is first time in my life, for the same exam, i sitted for 3 times, honestly, frankly, I am so hurt!.. But luckily, frens encouraged me not to giv up. Failure is a stepping stone to success... being unable to stand up is the real disaster!!!! 

What else can be done after some accident happened??? Nothin else except figure out the solution.... I would like to appologize sincerely to you, that i lost the car. Thanks for not blaming me. *oun somlagn*

After this, life stil goes on...as usual...Getting ready for the next chapter of my life. 

Didnt expect too much... jus hope dun create a "market-like chart" in my chapter... 

Life & Chocolate

" Life is like a box of chocolates. You never know what you're gonna get." By Mrs Gump, Forest Gump (1994).

Classification of chocolate :
1. Unsweetened chocolate is pure chocolate liquor.
2. Dark chocolate is produced by adding fat and sugar to cacao and without milk. Sometimes called "plain chocolate".
3. Milk chocolate is chocolate with milk powder or condensed milk added.
4. Semisweet chocolate is a dark chocolate with a low (typically half) sugar content.
5. Bittersweet chocolate is chocolate liquor which some sugar more cocoa butter, vanilla and sometimes lecithin has been added.
6. Couverture is a term used for chocolates rich in cocoa butter.
7. White chocolate is a confection based on sugar and fat (either cocoa butter or vegetable oils) without the cocoa solids.

Different type of chocolate give us a different taste, ie sweet, not so sweet, very the sweet, bitter, half bitter, very the bitter....

Our life is consisting of different type of TASTE as well.
* Sweet --->Bitter ---> Sweet agin!
* Bitter ---> Sweet ---> Bitter agin!
* Bitter ---> Sweet ---> Stil Sweet!
* Bitter ---> Always Bitter!
* Sweet ---> Too sweet and get diabetes!

If there are mixed of chocolates inside the big BOX and there is no description on each chocolate, I wont be able to pick the chocolate that I wan to eat.. same like my life..Im not able to choose my own life BUT goin tru the up and down, sweet and bitter...

And I'm alw wondering : "What's my destiny"..
... You're gonna have to figure that out for yourself .... Again by Mrs Gump (Forest Gump, 1994)

So im stil figure-ing out myself all the while!!!


P/S : FYI ----->>>
Dark chocolate is good for your heart. A small bar of it everyday can help keep your heart and cardiovascular system running well. Two heart health benefits of dark chocolate are:
-Lower Blood Pressure
-Lower Cholesterol
-Stimulates endorphin production, which gives a feeling of pleasure
-Contains serotonin, which acts as an anti-depressant
-Contains theobromine, caffeine and other substances which are stimulant

PPS : Dar, so try to fall in love to the dark cho la..is good for you de!!! REALLY!!!! And it tastes BLOODY GOOD... :P

QUOTES :
>In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years.
>The good life is inspired by love and guided by knowledge.
>Life is like an onion: You peel it off one layer at a time, and sometimes you weep.
>Love the moment. Flowers grow out of dark moments. Therefore, each moment is vital. It affects the whole. Life is a succession of such moments and to live each, is to succeed.
>Everything has been figured out, except how to live.

Nick Leeson

I was watching CNBC everyday at my office.

There is an adv about 'Looking Back' and I am so interested in this SuperHero name Nick Leeson who collapsed the Barings Bank on 1995.

Why am I so interested in him? Reason is.... I rmbed somehow I heard his name before but I cant recall anythin now. Aging most probably.

Well... Lets talk about him :

1. Nicholas Leeson aka Nick Lesson's life started as a classic rags-to-riches tale.

Clerk ---> XX ---> XX ---> GM @ Barings Bank ---> CEJ for 6.5yrs ---> Speaker & Author - --> CEO of Football Club

He such a strong man and he is goin tru the up n down of the life cycle... from a very low position to GM of one of the biggest bank then been sentenced for 6.5yrs jail then released and relearned and replaned then invited to speak at conference and write book and then appointed as CEO of Football Club. If I were him, I dont know wat will be to me NOW, I dun hav such courage and spirit to survive after all the BAD things.Maybe I should learn from him of cos not the BAD things and is his determination to go on his life.

Moral of the story : Life is unpredictable. We cant foresee our future. So, be strong and determined to wat we hold and wat we wan. Maybe one day... You will be as successful as him (Not the jail la)..so HOLD IT and LIFE GOES ON NO MATTER HOW!!!!

2. Colon Cancer : he diagnosed a colon cancer while he was in prison and now is fully recovered from it.

"I'm of the mindset that cancer must not take you over and control your life. I do believe that the more positive you are, the greater your chance of survival." his advice to others is never to bottle up stress as he himself did: "You need to talk and express yourself as I now do to Leona(his wife). With cancer as with other problems, it's amazing how adaptable human beings are, and you will be able to cope provided you keep a strong frame of mind."

Positive thinking will lead u to a bright side! No matter wat happens, jus think positively.. everything will comes to you automatically..!!! Life is short, diseases are varieties, cures are limited, but our mindset must be strong enuf to fight it!!!!!!!!Nothin can beat you up if you keep a strong frame of mind and a strong passion on it!!!!

3. Nick Leeson's first wife Lisa divorced him while he was in prison. He married an Irish beautician, Leona Tormay

"In prison you really need something to hang on to. That something was my relationship until suddenly I didn't know what was going on between Lisa and me. Eventually I wrote offering a divorce and after two weeks she replied, saying yes."

A relationship is build up by 2 parties. When 1 party has no feelin on you or not passionate enuf , there is no point to keep on it and we hav to look for a point and the point is... Let her/him go. Do not hold someone/something tat doesnt belong to you if you really love her/him. The best way for a relationship is to be generous and considerate. Not to be selfish and stuborn. Becos there are lots more outside there and eventually you can meet your true and the oli one love. Maybe in 2 days, 2 weeks, 2 months, 2 years , 20 years or even the day before you are going to another space!!!!! Who Know? And we must believed on it ! (wat v called it , HOPE)

For more details on Nick Lesson or Barings Bank, pls click the below link :

http://www.nickleeson.com/index.html

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nick_Leeson

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Barings_Bank